firstly, all the 'u' in the posts are not referring to anyone i've a crush on, though they may refer to a person... lol. i think i should use less 'u's... :/

today was 'trying to mug day'... but failed as usual. i'm half way thru... but its almost 10pm... anyway, at nick's hse, it was kinda fun, it took my mind off stuff for e day - talking abt greater stuff, making me feel wise beyond my years (hey, am just crapping la)... n of course, interesting smses tt woke me up helped too... ;)

guess, when i went home, i returned to my brooding mood again... sigh. basically, today was spent wondering abt y i'm alive, and what i'm gonna do w my life... i just find it meaningless to be keep doing sth, just cuz u're expected to do it... tt's how i've lived most of my past 18 years... pathetic. (lol, maybe yh's rite too, i just dun wanna mug for bio test, so i'm coming up w lotsa lame excuses) but seriously, its been something i've been thinking abt... in anycase chat w him helped me sort out some thots, n i confirmed most... guess tt's all i should say... if i say anymore, i'd probably just scare everyone away... :P

anyway, thanks for tt unexpected MMS, brightened things up 4 me... it was scrolling so fast though! ;) :P